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Understandably John is beside himself at the thought of his younger brothers going for adoption and his mother rejecting him, recently he had flash backs and disclosed some information which has been passed to his social worker. John is just about holding it together but I am afraid he is going to blow soon as there is so much going on in his head.

Today is contact- John came down in a pair of tracksuit bottoms that are old and have ripped pockets. The Social worker mentioned on a previous contact that his mother had complained about his clothes so I asked John politely if he could change into something else as he has clothing allowance and has built up a nice collection of clothes.

John immediately snapped at me, defiant he was wearing those or he wouldn’t go, and he didn’t talk all the way to contact.

I dropped him off and he left without saying goodbye. Later that day, imagine my surprise when I had a call from the Social worker to say that Johns mother was very upset that I had called her son a ‘tramp’ and ‘threatened him’;

John stated that I had told him unless he changed into something else I threatened not to take him to contact. Later I spoke to John about what he had told his mother at contact, John seemed surprised and denied it then going on the defensive and his mood changed. 

I explained to John that I found his behaviour concerning as none of it was true, I wanted him to know that by telling lies if something really happened people might not believe him, to cause such an issue over a pair of trousers was silly. There was a full blown outburst of swearing before stomping up the stairs into his room. 10 minutes later he was back down calm and laughing with my son.

On the next contact I was phoned again this time John had complained he had lost 2 stone in weight because the food here was such small portions. John had been missing breakfast now for a few days and asking for a sandwich in the evening rather than a hot meal, he told me he didn’t have much of an appetite.

I was concerned so I contacted school to find out what he was having for lunch, just as I thought he was not being honest with me, he was eating plenty. By now I knew John could be manipulative playing one of against the other. I felt relieved that I had kept such good notes and had built a relationship with his Social worker

My thoughts are John is hurting, he needs counselling but until then, having prompt actions and clear explanations for him will help him feel really cared for and get some of his experiences into perspective.

A Blogging Foster Carer – I Love What I Do!

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Hobbies Blog

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It’s very difficult to find activities and hobbies for children when you have no idea what they like, or choosing birthday or Christmas presents for a child you don’t know, this is very difficult.

I soon learned when Dan had pocket money that choosing something was a mammoth task for him, so I would find two things he liked and then get him to choose which one he would like, but even that would take ages.

It was almost his birthday, he had only been here 4 weeks so we tried to find out what he liked, only he didn’t know what he liked; he just found it impossible to choose anything himself.  In the end I got things like Lego, play dough and easy puzzles, things that we could work with together as Dan was much younger emotionally for his age.

I will never forget that birthday Dan opening his presents one after another, rather quickly, and it was obvious at that time, it meant nothing to him as he seemed emotionless stating ‘is that it’. I remember looking back feeling quite disappointed as I had tried hard to make his birthday special.

I have learned over the years with most children that it really is down to us to sow the seeds, and watch them grow.

It wasn’t long before I saw that Dan couldn’t play he didn’t know how to, so I set up a routine of play with him for a certain amount of time and then gradually over time moving away to encourage individual play.

Dan loved Thomas the tank engine he was 8 this seemed to be his only interest and whenever he saw a Thomas ride outside he wanted to go on it. At first it was ok he was small for his age but by the time he was 9 he had grown considerably and couldn’t fit in it anymore, despite him trying and then having a meltdown when we had to say no and this was very difficult and devastating for him.

While we were camping in Somerset we visited a small train station and we saw a steam train ‘flying Scotsman’ go past and people were waving so Dan started waving back, from then he loved all steam trains.

At Christmas we got him some DVDs, books on trains and a giant electric train set and he had a completely different reaction this time, as his face lit up. He spent ages playing and this was the first time we had seen him able to really enjoy playing alone.

My husband loves jigsaws he finds them relaxing, before long the two of them were busy working on ‘The mallard’ and when they completed it Dan was so pleased with himself, which was the best thing ever.

My thoughts are as Foster Carers it’s our role to support children to go on holiday and pursue hobbies, interests and talents and find opportunities for them to develop these.

Emma – A Foster Carer – I Love What I Do!


Vulnerable foster children Blog

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As foster carers we often care for children who are globally delayed, when Sam came she was 7 and unable to do so many things for herself.

Sam has had to be shown how to dress herself, put on shoes, eat with cutlery, had limited basic language much of a toddler, could not read, write or do basic number skills, was unable to say whether she wanted a drink, and could not follow simple instructions, had no routine, kept wandering off, had no social skills and no friends. She is a very vulnerable child who is trusting of everyone and would go with anyone, she is socially isolated and open to all forms of abuse and bullying. 

When I went into Sam’s room one morning she was sitting on the window ledge in just her underwear, we had to remind her all the time to shut her door when getting changed and there were times when she would come down not appropriately dressed.

Then the arguments during the summer at bedtime because it’s still light outside, but it 8pm, she just doesn’t understand she thinks bedtime is when it’s dark outside.

However now 14 months on and she is very settled, having  the right care and patience with her she has now  learnt so much, and she is very capable of doing plenty for herself.  She now responds well to boundaries and rewards.

She responds well to her behaviour chart which she loves getting stickers. Sam understands the reasons she may need time out when she needs it and has quickly learned there are consequences to her actions, she does not like consequences; not having internet or her DS.

Although Sam presents as a happy but needy child, we do have to make allowances as she does have a high level of emotional needs. 

Today I bumped into someone I knew, Sam had never met this person before, she was really friendly and wanted to talk to them, and this often happens when we are out; talking to complete strangers and this makes her very vulnerable.

We are constantly trying to ensure her safety we are working on this with her. Just hearing Sam come home from School on a Friday, she rushed upstairs to get changed, while shouting down the stairs that she needs dinner early tonight so she’s not late for her club, and still no concept of time- funny really she gets in at 3.15pm and youth club is not until 7pm.

The fact that this is the first club she has managed and been attending for some time is great. Sam now can manage a variety of different opportunities and is seeing with peers after school, and has now made a couple of friends.

My thoughts are watching Sam make progress even in small steps, remembering that everything she does is a big achievement, is totally amazing.

Emma – A Foster Blogging Carer – I Love What I Do!